Stone Hard, Dead Set, Arrow Straight, Unwavering and Undeterred Pursuit
I’m wondering if determination is something I have ever had. Has there ever been a moment or season of stone hard, dead set, arrow straight, unwavering and undeterred pursuit in my life? It seems to me that level of determination is born out of clear purpose; knowing with absolute certainty where I am headed; even where I'll end up. And here I am wondering if I have ever known determination.
When I read the gospel accounts of Jesus’ life and
ministry, it appears sometimes Jesus was determined and sometimes he wasn't. Sometimes he is clearly going someplace or
looking for someone. Other times he's
walking about allowing place and people to come to him. Often that is the course of ministry in
general, not just Jesus’ ministry. To be
sure, that has been the course of ministry in Galilee for some time. Now, however, all at once, things shift...
“When the days were coming to a
close for [Jesus] to be taken up, he determined to journey to Jerusalem.” (Luke
9:51, CSB throughout)
The scene is clearer and more dramatic in my minds-eye. I imagine Jesus pacing his way up a rocky trail
that wraps around a craggy uneven mound – ancient angled stones jutting out
like the jaw of a strong man – finally to stand atop the rugged hill. Without warning, the wind shifts and gusts in
from the south. The sun disappears
behind a stretch of clouds now casting a shadow of gray hues over the land. Jesus turns sharply and peers into the
southern horizon, eyes squinting to see beyond what anyone around him can
humanly see. The wind swirls around his
feet as if to quicken his stride by some divine effort. Course rerouted. The day of his ascension – “to be taken up” –
was nearer now than ever before. Of
course much must happen before then though. Most know the storyline and the cross that
stabs its way in. It was time to go to Jerusalem.
Jesus, putting all other tasks aside, “determined” to
make the journey, with his disciples. Some
translations imagine Isaiah 50:7 in Jesus' mind: “I have set my face like flint.” Most folks don’t even know what flint is, but
we can all still picture that face. The
best wording might be that Jesus "stiffened his face to go."
No matter the words used, the point is Jesus is stone
hard, dead set, arrow straight, unwavering and undeterred in his pursuit toward
the right hand of his Father in heaven.
Jesus is returning to
glory.
Jesus is returning to the
presence of all that was his before he “emptied himself by assuming the form of
a servant, taking on the likeness of humanity” (Philippians 2:7).
Jesus is returning to the
abundance of eternal existence; infinite reality, where he will be “highly
exalted” and given “the name that is above every name, so that at the name of
Jesus every knee will bow…and every tongue confess that [he] is Lord, to the
glory of God the Father” (Philippians 2:9-11).
And if anything should stand in his way between here, where
he stands in Galilee, and there, where he’ll be “taken up” in Jerusalem, he
will go through it…
“For the joy that lay before him, he endured the cross, despising the shame,
and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.” (Hebrews 12:2, emphasis
mine)
Jesus set his gaze and fixed his eyes on Jerusalem. He determined to go through the searing
sacrifice and suffering of the cross, through the cold dark night of the grave,
to get to where he will be taken up to the glory of the Father.
How determined am I in my days?
I know my inheritance and my reward; my eternal abundant
life in the presence of my God and King.
How fixed am I? Like flirt? Stiffened and unmoving? Ready to go through anything and everything to
receive what lies beyond it all?
Listen, friend, if you follow Jesus with utter abandon,
like I try to, my sense is the days ahead aren’t getting any easier for
us. My sense is the importance of being
determined – Jesus-level determined – will only increase. Perhaps overwhelmingly so.
But I think the author of Hebrews helps us out with an
important key to staying determined on this progressively strident pursuit of
living out our faith in Jesus Christ, and I’ll wrap up here. Just before the verse I quoted above, the
author tells you and me to…
“…lay aside every hindrance and
the sin that so easily ensnares us” and “run with endurance the race that lies
before us, keeping our eyes on Jesus, the source and perfecter of our faith.”
(Hebrews 12:1-2)
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